1 00:01:33,250 --> 00:01:37,290 The previous day 2 00:08:10,290 --> 00:08:15,850 Transparent Cradle (Toumei na Yurikago) 3 00:08:16,900 --> 00:08:22,660 Episode 06 - Someday, I wish 4 00:00:03,970 --> 00:00:05,480 How cute. 5 00:00:07,380 --> 00:00:10,820 I wonder if my child would be this cute. 6 00:00:41,850 --> 00:00:44,420 Oh, hey, hey! 7 00:00:44,420 --> 00:00:47,930 Please wait! Please wait! Please wait! 8 00:00:47,930 --> 00:00:50,480 Give us a lift! Give us a lift! 9 00:00:55,990 --> 00:00:59,040 I wish it would have waited a little longer. 10 00:00:59,040 --> 00:01:02,740 It doesn't matter, I don't have any money. 11 00:01:05,510 --> 00:01:06,510 Um... 12 00:01:07,200 --> 00:01:09,100 How much longer? 13 00:01:09,640 --> 00:01:11,720 About an hour? 14 00:01:11,720 --> 00:01:13,290 An hour? 15 00:01:14,090 --> 00:01:16,280 I see... I'll go back after all. 16 00:01:19,860 --> 00:01:21,160 Really? 17 00:01:40,730 --> 00:01:43,040 Why isn't it written here? 18 00:01:52,750 --> 00:01:54,300 What is it? 19 00:01:54,370 --> 00:01:55,330 Nothing... 20 00:01:56,100 --> 00:01:56,960 Um... 21 00:02:05,220 --> 00:02:07,520 Ouch... 22 00:02:09,240 --> 00:02:10,240 Hey! 23 00:02:11,400 --> 00:02:13,970 I'm... fine! It's okay. 24 00:02:17,290 --> 00:02:19,120 What should I do? 25 00:02:20,060 --> 00:02:21,820 Hey! 26 00:02:22,360 --> 00:02:26,580 This is Sakaki-san's... No, these are cherished here. 27 00:02:28,760 --> 00:02:30,980 - Hey! - What is it? 28 00:02:31,760 --> 00:02:33,760 How much does an abortion cost? 29 00:02:35,210 --> 00:02:36,450 Huh? 30 00:02:39,570 --> 00:02:42,330 You should do it here. 31 00:02:42,560 --> 00:02:45,040 Sensei is very courteous 32 00:02:45,240 --> 00:02:48,280 and I think he'd understand your circumstances if you speak with him. 33 00:02:48,700 --> 00:02:51,080 I don't have 100,000 yen. 34 00:02:51,630 --> 00:02:54,240 That man wouldn't consent to it. 35 00:02:55,150 --> 00:02:56,520 Your parents... 36 00:02:57,100 --> 00:02:59,080 I haven't seen them in 4 years. 37 00:03:01,190 --> 00:03:06,560 Where I'm going now, if you have someone accompany you, it can be done for 30,000 yen. 38 00:03:07,850 --> 00:03:09,990 This kind of thing is dangerous! 39 00:03:11,490 --> 00:03:13,140 It's fine. 40 00:03:13,520 --> 00:03:15,760 I've done it once before already. 41 00:03:20,620 --> 00:03:23,980 Do you know what pregnancy is like? 42 00:03:24,240 --> 00:03:26,500 A child is born. 43 00:03:27,980 --> 00:03:30,120 If you don't want to be pregnant... 44 00:03:32,280 --> 00:03:34,060 You're too irresponsible! 45 00:03:37,200 --> 00:03:39,230 Say it to that man too. 46 00:03:42,070 --> 00:03:43,670 Anyway, come on. 47 00:03:44,640 --> 00:03:47,400 You run away and I'll break the roses. 48 00:03:47,790 --> 00:03:49,080 Only for the roses. 49 00:03:49,780 --> 00:03:51,030 What do you mean? 50 00:03:56,560 --> 00:03:58,500 What's with her? 51 00:04:04,060 --> 00:04:06,740 The baby isn't growing... 52 00:04:09,510 --> 00:04:12,060 Does that mean it died? 53 00:04:13,290 --> 00:04:21,160 No... rather than dead, the correct thing to say is that cell division has stopped. 54 00:04:26,930 --> 00:04:30,020 I thought I could finally... 55 00:04:32,320 --> 00:04:37,190 I thought I had been working hard... 56 00:04:41,460 --> 00:04:43,800 It isn't your fault. 57 00:04:48,030 --> 00:04:49,760 I'm sick of this! 58 00:04:50,720 --> 00:04:53,880 Why am I seeing such a thing? 59 00:04:54,260 --> 00:04:57,180 I understand. This is a difficult thing. 60 00:04:58,540 --> 00:05:00,670 I want a divorce. 61 00:05:06,300 --> 00:05:09,120 Aki-san, what are you saying? 62 00:05:09,810 --> 00:05:11,920 Hitoshi-san said... 63 00:05:13,460 --> 00:05:15,820 When I told him I was pregnant... 64 00:05:19,710 --> 00:05:22,060 Is it really my child? 65 00:05:31,570 --> 00:05:33,180 We're here! 66 00:05:35,170 --> 00:05:36,800 Here? 67 00:05:46,130 --> 00:05:50,520 There are no signs... This is totally illegal. 68 00:05:50,520 --> 00:05:54,270 This is an illegal act! I'll report this! 69 00:06:01,540 --> 00:06:03,520 Yes, yes, yes, yes. 70 00:06:04,980 --> 00:06:06,410 What... I'm sorry. 71 00:06:06,410 --> 00:06:07,800 It's stuck again. 72 00:06:07,800 --> 00:06:08,880 Let me. 73 00:06:10,160 --> 00:06:12,750 Thank you. Come in. 74 00:06:13,860 --> 00:06:15,790 What? A friend? 75 00:06:15,950 --> 00:06:17,560 She's accompanying me today. 76 00:06:17,560 --> 00:06:19,960 She's an obstetric nurse. 77 00:06:20,150 --> 00:06:22,950 Oh! I see! 78 00:06:22,950 --> 00:06:26,200 - No, I'm still an apprentice. - Well, come in. 79 00:06:29,170 --> 00:06:30,560 Excuse me... 80 00:06:30,670 --> 00:06:32,970 Then I'll get the towels from over there. 81 00:06:33,250 --> 00:06:34,340 Thank you. 82 00:06:34,420 --> 00:06:35,290 What? 83 00:06:35,540 --> 00:06:37,380 Do you have underwear to change into? 84 00:06:37,920 --> 00:06:39,770 Oh, I forgot... 85 00:06:40,080 --> 00:06:43,750 Papa, a girl's come here! 86 00:06:44,220 --> 00:06:45,720 Okay! 87 00:06:47,210 --> 00:06:50,960 - It's fine, I'll figure something out. Right. - Yeah. 88 00:06:56,860 --> 00:06:58,660 I'm coming down now! 89 00:07:10,550 --> 00:07:14,030 Okay! Yes! Yes, welcome! Yes. 90 00:07:14,160 --> 00:07:17,940 It's difficult but it's good you came. 91 00:07:18,140 --> 00:07:20,810 Oh, welcome. 92 00:07:21,260 --> 00:07:22,650 It'll be fine. 93 00:07:22,860 --> 00:07:23,970 - What's wrong? - No... 94 00:07:24,310 --> 00:07:26,160 Your eyes are open wide. 95 00:07:26,500 --> 00:07:27,400 Oh, um... 96 00:07:32,490 --> 00:07:34,680 This young lady. 97 00:07:34,980 --> 00:07:36,200 Right? 98 00:07:36,540 --> 00:07:37,640 Oh, Mama! 99 00:07:37,640 --> 00:07:39,160 Yes? 100 00:07:40,730 --> 00:07:41,740 Water! 101 00:07:41,860 --> 00:07:43,640 Huh? Can I drink some? 102 00:07:43,640 --> 00:07:49,060 I tell you every time. It's not good to drink water before surgery. 103 00:07:49,080 --> 00:07:52,310 That's right. Then let's finish this quickly. 104 00:07:53,440 --> 00:07:54,820 Let's go. Okay? 105 00:07:55,220 --> 00:07:56,280 Yes. 106 00:07:58,250 --> 00:07:59,550 Yeah, let's go. 107 00:08:03,130 --> 00:08:07,630 Does that old man perform abortions? 108 00:08:21,810 --> 00:08:24,380 You must be hungry. 109 00:08:24,960 --> 00:08:26,950 Please eat some rice balls. 110 00:08:26,950 --> 00:08:28,880 Excuse me. 111 00:08:31,580 --> 00:08:33,380 Thank you very much. 112 00:08:33,380 --> 00:08:34,790 You must be bored. 113 00:08:34,900 --> 00:08:36,420 I'll turn on the TV. 114 00:08:37,390 --> 00:08:40,830 Oh, sumo wrestling will start soon. 115 00:08:56,030 --> 00:08:59,680 Aki-san will be hospitalized from today so she can be observed. 116 00:09:00,830 --> 00:09:06,090 No, that should be fine, you should talk it out with Hitoshi-san. 117 00:09:08,000 --> 00:09:09,030 Okay. 118 00:09:09,930 --> 00:09:12,760 Yes, then excuse me. 119 00:09:15,970 --> 00:09:19,890 Is Aki-san's mother-in-law a cause of stress? 120 00:09:19,910 --> 00:09:21,270 Didn't you say it? 121 00:09:21,270 --> 00:09:24,840 Since she was a young bride, they were probably hoping for an heir quickly. 122 00:09:25,810 --> 00:09:30,380 What would you think if you knew a pregnancy caused by your son was difficult? 123 00:09:30,380 --> 00:09:31,450 Let's stop. 124 00:09:31,450 --> 00:09:32,980 It's a private thing. 125 00:09:36,280 --> 00:09:41,560 You've seen his huhner test haven't you? 126 00:09:43,820 --> 00:09:48,940 I know his sperm count is low. 127 00:09:50,550 --> 00:09:52,990 Hitoshi-san was strange about it. 128 00:09:56,010 --> 00:09:58,720 But, after I got pregnant, 129 00:09:59,600 --> 00:10:05,280 I felt like my world had gotten brighter. 130 00:10:07,750 --> 00:10:09,690 Of course you did. 131 00:10:10,250 --> 00:10:13,080 Many hard tests had to be done. 132 00:10:13,320 --> 00:10:17,760 I was really happy I could forget about it. 133 00:10:21,250 --> 00:10:23,570 But it was different for Hitoshi. 134 00:10:26,400 --> 00:10:27,810 He said it suddenly. 135 00:10:28,980 --> 00:10:30,540 Casually even. 136 00:10:34,400 --> 00:10:36,580 Is it really my child? 137 00:10:40,040 --> 00:10:41,290 How awful. 138 00:10:43,360 --> 00:10:47,120 It might be shock but... 139 00:10:51,110 --> 00:10:53,770 Now everything's collapsed around me. 140 00:10:57,270 --> 00:10:59,000 And... 141 00:11:03,490 --> 00:11:05,940 The child is gone. 142 00:11:15,950 --> 00:11:19,020 I can't hold on any longer. 143 00:11:30,090 --> 00:11:32,700 If the child could have been raised safely, 144 00:11:33,000 --> 00:11:36,470 Aki-san could have still had a bit of hope. 145 00:11:37,280 --> 00:11:42,980 But thinking a child could have resolved things is wrong. 146 00:11:43,060 --> 00:11:45,420 However, I don't think it would have. 147 00:11:45,840 --> 00:11:48,320 A woman's stage goes up when she becomes a mother. 148 00:11:48,430 --> 00:11:52,590 She could become a more broadminded person and brush aside her husband's jokes. 149 00:11:55,350 --> 00:12:00,660 But you become a mother because of a pregnancy. 150 00:12:00,970 --> 00:12:02,630 I think it's good. 151 00:12:04,530 --> 00:12:07,910 After you become a mother, you have to keep living confidently. 152 00:12:09,470 --> 00:12:12,110 I didn't chose that road. 153 00:12:16,150 --> 00:12:19,220 Head nurse, you're strong. 154 00:12:20,980 --> 00:12:22,250 What happened? 155 00:12:23,920 --> 00:12:27,030 No, it's nothing. My menses just started. 156 00:12:27,260 --> 00:12:28,690 You can leave first. 157 00:12:29,010 --> 00:12:30,660 Didn't you just finish the night shift? 158 00:12:31,230 --> 00:12:33,030 Women are great. 159 00:12:33,850 --> 00:12:36,640 I think so too. 160 00:13:06,280 --> 00:13:07,830 You can come to the front desk. 161 00:13:07,830 --> 00:13:08,700 No... 162 00:13:09,180 --> 00:13:10,340 I'm Aota. 163 00:13:11,630 --> 00:13:13,100 Aoi's mother. 164 00:13:16,530 --> 00:13:17,890 Hello. 165 00:13:20,640 --> 00:13:23,080 I came to deliver her school uniform. 166 00:13:23,420 --> 00:13:24,880 Sorry. 167 00:13:26,330 --> 00:13:28,590 She often forgets it. 168 00:13:29,410 --> 00:13:31,650 Has she inconvenienced you in any way? 169 00:13:31,910 --> 00:13:34,460 Does she listen to what you tell her? 170 00:13:35,940 --> 00:13:40,020 A little. 171 00:13:42,060 --> 00:13:43,340 As expected. 172 00:13:44,740 --> 00:13:50,710 However, she's quite aware and carefully records and checks everything. 173 00:13:50,740 --> 00:13:56,040 - That's... - If you want to teach her, please do so relentlessly. 174 00:13:56,340 --> 00:13:58,030 She won't understand unless she's told. 175 00:13:58,030 --> 00:14:00,490 Oh, no, no, that's not it. 176 00:14:01,480 --> 00:14:04,760 Aota-san is someone that 177 00:14:05,170 --> 00:14:08,830 can naturally get close to patients 178 00:14:09,640 --> 00:14:13,160 and tries to understand patients from the bottom of her heart. 179 00:14:13,360 --> 00:14:16,570 She's unambiguous, I think that's great. 180 00:14:22,150 --> 00:14:23,440 Is that so? 181 00:14:24,530 --> 00:14:26,610 So it's like that. 182 00:14:28,880 --> 00:14:31,080 You don't need to worry so much. 183 00:14:31,790 --> 00:14:35,720 It's just... that she's a clumsy child... 184 00:14:37,220 --> 00:14:38,630 so I'm glad. 185 00:14:39,130 --> 00:14:44,000 She's courageous and serious, I think she's suits being a nurse. 186 00:14:49,630 --> 00:14:52,940 - Hey... Huh? Are you okay? - I'm sorry... 187 00:14:53,610 --> 00:14:55,440 It's my old age. 188 00:14:55,680 --> 00:14:58,000 I cry when I'm happy. 189 00:14:58,110 --> 00:15:00,310 Then please take care of it. 190 00:15:05,680 --> 00:15:08,290 I think she appreciates you. 191 00:15:10,460 --> 00:15:11,720 Really? 192 00:15:22,290 --> 00:15:25,440 Purple lost. 193 00:15:34,640 --> 00:15:36,350 What am I doing? 194 00:16:03,600 --> 00:16:04,520 Huh? 195 00:16:08,660 --> 00:16:12,270 Hey! Huh? What happened? 196 00:16:12,270 --> 00:16:14,550 - She was in the back room! - She fell asleep! 197 00:16:14,550 --> 00:16:16,690 Asleep? Okay. 198 00:16:17,200 --> 00:16:18,580 Is she okay? 199 00:16:25,750 --> 00:16:29,930 She has a cute face and is sleeping well. 200 00:16:30,880 --> 00:16:32,770 Just let her sleep. 201 00:16:34,950 --> 00:16:36,600 Would you like something sweet? 202 00:16:36,670 --> 00:16:37,960 Please eat some dorayaki. 203 00:16:37,960 --> 00:16:39,410 I'm already full. 204 00:16:39,510 --> 00:16:41,080 I had 3 onigiri. 205 00:16:41,250 --> 00:16:42,350 Oh, I see. 206 00:16:42,450 --> 00:16:43,580 I'm glad. 207 00:16:44,640 --> 00:16:46,990 Then take it as a souvenir. 208 00:16:48,400 --> 00:16:53,850 How about rice crackers? Rice crackers... 209 00:17:06,390 --> 00:17:09,410 Um... may I have one. 210 00:17:10,080 --> 00:17:11,240 Here you are. 211 00:17:12,380 --> 00:17:16,280 Did you ask for a letter of consent? 212 00:17:17,770 --> 00:17:20,290 We don't need it. 213 00:17:20,290 --> 00:17:25,920 But even if you asked for it, people wouldn't write the true reason. 214 00:17:26,970 --> 00:17:30,400 There's no legal rule that it must be done. 215 00:17:30,950 --> 00:17:35,730 Well, even if I ask for a name, I get fake ones. 216 00:17:37,090 --> 00:17:40,370 Last month, we had 3 Yamada-san's. 217 00:17:40,810 --> 00:17:42,840 Right, right. 218 00:17:43,920 --> 00:17:46,620 But the fee is very cheap. 219 00:17:47,490 --> 00:17:51,540 No, I'd really rather it be free 220 00:17:51,730 --> 00:17:54,920 but I heard that it was illegal. 221 00:17:54,970 --> 00:17:58,660 That's why we get the minimum fee. 222 00:18:00,620 --> 00:18:08,600 But if it's cheap and you don't ask for names, won't more people seek abortions without feeling guilty? 223 00:18:09,330 --> 00:18:14,570 When you know about such places, you don't think of anything and keep making babies... 224 00:18:21,100 --> 00:18:22,110 I'm sorry... 225 00:18:24,680 --> 00:18:26,050 It's fine. 226 00:18:27,410 --> 00:18:31,060 I was an obstetrics and gynecology nurse. 227 00:18:31,200 --> 00:18:32,820 So I understand. 228 00:18:33,280 --> 00:18:37,000 Well, I don't know what to say. 229 00:18:37,540 --> 00:18:39,400 I don't have a sign out there. 230 00:18:40,260 --> 00:18:40,970 I see. 231 00:18:40,970 --> 00:18:44,570 But people come constantly. 232 00:18:44,920 --> 00:18:46,740 Not just young people. 233 00:18:47,290 --> 00:18:51,510 We also get wives who have children and elderly too. 234 00:18:52,100 --> 00:18:55,110 Some people come from far away. 235 00:19:00,450 --> 00:19:10,160 I don't think that any woman that goes on the operating table would want to have another abortion. 236 00:19:12,150 --> 00:19:13,500 I missed it! 237 00:19:17,200 --> 00:19:23,510 I hope this world becomes an easier place for women to live. 238 00:19:30,130 --> 00:19:35,120 Jeez, she kicked the futon off again. 239 00:19:36,820 --> 00:19:38,490 How are you? 240 00:19:39,590 --> 00:19:41,760 I'm hungry. 241 00:19:42,580 --> 00:19:44,820 There are onigiri. 242 00:19:45,850 --> 00:19:47,670 Onigiri... 243 00:19:48,250 --> 00:19:49,730 Can you get up? 244 00:19:54,800 --> 00:19:57,540 Please call the nurse if you need anything. 245 00:20:03,170 --> 00:20:04,850 I told my mother. 246 00:20:05,700 --> 00:20:08,520 I'm the reason you can't have a child. 247 00:20:11,250 --> 00:20:14,720 Because it's my responsibility, she can't blame you. 248 00:20:18,430 --> 00:20:22,070 I was wrong for saying such a bad thing. 249 00:20:23,780 --> 00:20:25,340 Wondering if the child was mine... 250 00:20:30,450 --> 00:20:35,510 I should have said something kind while you were working so hard. 251 00:20:37,520 --> 00:20:40,590 Since I'm the reason you can't have children... 252 00:20:42,520 --> 00:20:47,460 I don't think it's wrong for you to have other men... 253 00:20:51,230 --> 00:20:52,660 That's why. 254 00:20:55,640 --> 00:20:57,740 Something's wrong with me... 255 00:21:01,070 --> 00:21:03,780 I can't make you happy. 256 00:21:06,790 --> 00:21:13,450 I saw your happy face for the first time in a long time when you told me you were pregnant. 257 00:21:15,510 --> 00:21:18,660 I know you haven't been able to laugh in a long time. 258 00:21:20,420 --> 00:21:24,160 Maybe it'll be like this in the future. 259 00:21:26,810 --> 00:21:28,270 Therefore... 260 00:21:32,620 --> 00:21:35,010 It's better if you're free. 261 00:21:40,240 --> 00:21:42,210 Sign it and turn it in. 262 00:21:44,210 --> 00:21:45,820 I have things to take care of at home. 263 00:21:47,330 --> 00:21:48,320 Bye. 264 00:21:54,190 --> 00:21:55,630 Excuse me. 265 00:22:09,630 --> 00:22:15,450 I... don't care about that person. 266 00:22:18,080 --> 00:22:20,950 I only have to worry about children. 267 00:22:24,260 --> 00:22:26,520 I'm now forced to go my own way. 268 00:22:27,980 --> 00:22:36,870 I don't understand the pressure from my mother-in-law or the world. 269 00:22:42,050 --> 00:22:43,840 After all, as a woman... 270 00:22:44,480 --> 00:22:47,750 Like I have to have a child. 271 00:22:54,350 --> 00:22:57,120 I really want to have a child. 272 00:22:59,830 --> 00:23:01,690 I want to have a child. 273 00:23:09,950 --> 00:23:11,500 I have to go home. 274 00:23:13,960 --> 00:23:15,940 I'll remove it. 275 00:23:19,470 --> 00:23:26,580 I wonder if I really want to have a child. 276 00:23:33,850 --> 00:23:35,860 So take this with you. 277 00:23:36,620 --> 00:23:37,830 And also... 278 00:23:38,730 --> 00:23:39,560 Here, this too. 279 00:23:40,320 --> 00:23:42,500 Sorry for last year's zodiac. 280 00:23:43,810 --> 00:23:47,100 - It's fine. - It's just bus fare. 281 00:23:47,410 --> 00:23:50,440 You shouldn't walk too much right now so take the bus. 282 00:23:50,640 --> 00:23:52,780 Your friend is also tired. 283 00:23:53,090 --> 00:23:53,800 No... 284 00:23:53,800 --> 00:23:57,640 The bus will be coming in ten minutes so you have to hurry. 285 00:23:58,470 --> 00:23:59,820 Bye... 286 00:24:00,050 --> 00:24:01,990 Now hurry up! 287 00:24:07,700 --> 00:24:09,530 Take care of yourself! 288 00:24:10,570 --> 00:24:12,360 You can come back any time! 289 00:24:21,290 --> 00:24:23,140 You take care too. 290 00:24:23,580 --> 00:24:25,300 Don't die. 291 00:24:25,580 --> 00:24:26,910 I won't. 292 00:24:30,930 --> 00:24:32,020 See you later. 293 00:24:37,620 --> 00:24:38,920 Goodbye! 294 00:24:48,750 --> 00:24:51,100 The bus is in an hour. 295 00:24:51,990 --> 00:24:55,670 Dammit, the two of us didn't have to look at the time table together. 296 00:24:59,610 --> 00:25:01,210 Do you like dorayaki? 297 00:25:06,490 --> 00:25:08,490 Yummy. You eat some too. 298 00:25:10,560 --> 00:25:12,220 Thank you very much. 299 00:25:15,190 --> 00:25:16,790 Why don't you talk casually? 300 00:25:17,920 --> 00:25:19,800 We're the same age. 301 00:25:20,510 --> 00:25:21,730 How old are you? 302 00:25:22,430 --> 00:25:23,400 17. 303 00:25:23,460 --> 00:25:26,200 - The same age?! - How old did you think I was? 304 00:25:26,430 --> 00:25:29,500 Well... I thought you were an adult. 305 00:25:33,670 --> 00:25:35,380 What's your name? 306 00:25:36,410 --> 00:25:37,350 Aoi. 307 00:25:37,350 --> 00:25:38,380 What about you? 308 00:25:39,370 --> 00:25:40,420 Harumi. 309 00:25:41,680 --> 00:25:43,120 Harumi-chan then. 310 00:25:44,560 --> 00:25:46,150 "-chan?" 311 00:25:49,830 --> 00:25:51,060 Well, that's fine. 312 00:25:57,250 --> 00:25:58,400 How's your body? 313 00:25:58,620 --> 00:26:00,200 Are you okay? 314 00:26:01,460 --> 00:26:02,930 I got medicine. 315 00:26:03,420 --> 00:26:06,040 That old man's medical skills are good. 316 00:26:06,590 --> 00:26:08,710 Even though he looks like that. 317 00:26:11,290 --> 00:26:12,350 But... 318 00:26:13,460 --> 00:26:18,820 Why did you come here anyway? 319 00:26:20,770 --> 00:26:24,760 Weren't you thinking about surgery at our hospital? 320 00:26:27,680 --> 00:26:29,630 I didn't want to be disappointed. 321 00:26:34,660 --> 00:26:36,380 If you want that kind of surgery, 322 00:26:37,090 --> 00:26:40,140 a normal adult would question why 323 00:26:40,240 --> 00:26:42,880 and then tell me not to do it. 324 00:26:43,660 --> 00:26:45,680 I knew about this place. 325 00:26:46,730 --> 00:26:48,850 I didn't need an unnecessary sermon. 326 00:26:52,650 --> 00:26:55,490 You're named Aoi, right? 327 00:26:56,580 --> 00:26:58,330 Didn't you say so? 328 00:26:58,570 --> 00:27:02,600 It's irresponsible for me to be pregnant. 329 00:27:06,140 --> 00:27:07,910 You're honest. 330 00:27:10,720 --> 00:27:11,810 Sorry. 331 00:27:20,170 --> 00:27:24,560 But the two of them didn't say anything. 332 00:27:25,610 --> 00:27:34,290 They greeted me like a grandchild and didn't say a word blaming me. 333 00:27:35,620 --> 00:27:39,640 Then even said I could come back again. 334 00:27:44,350 --> 00:27:45,840 How stupid. 335 00:27:49,600 --> 00:27:51,580 I can't come back again. 336 00:27:57,760 --> 00:28:03,390 But... I absolutely can't come back. 337 00:28:07,200 --> 00:28:09,600 Let's never come again. 338 00:28:12,100 --> 00:28:13,710 It's decided. 339 00:28:18,690 --> 00:28:20,580 I was really trying to hard. 340 00:28:26,000 --> 00:28:31,190 Harumi-chan, can I ask you something? 341 00:28:36,620 --> 00:28:41,170 Why did you do this? 342 00:28:49,630 --> 00:28:55,910 My parents are tough and my relationship with my mother is bad. 343 00:28:57,220 --> 00:29:07,460 We had a fight at home so I left, one night I encountered a bad guy by chance and something happened. 344 00:29:08,770 --> 00:29:10,290 After that year, 345 00:29:19,230 --> 00:29:26,880 My mother gave me a bad look when I returned home. 346 00:29:28,090 --> 00:29:30,250 Like she thought I was dirty. 347 00:29:34,230 --> 00:29:36,050 Then, somehow... 348 00:29:38,470 --> 00:29:44,090 Somehow it doesn't matter... 349 00:29:47,940 --> 00:29:49,430 How stupid. 350 00:29:54,130 --> 00:29:58,210 Because I'm stupid, my baby would be stupid too. 351 00:30:00,490 --> 00:30:01,450 Huh? 352 00:30:03,650 --> 00:30:07,020 Why would you want to come back to me? 353 00:30:08,690 --> 00:30:11,620 You should go somewhere where you can have a good birth. 354 00:31:02,500 --> 00:31:07,140 That friend that came today looked like her. 355 00:31:07,410 --> 00:31:08,650 Really similar. 356 00:31:14,050 --> 00:31:16,550 It's been over 20 years now. 357 00:31:24,990 --> 00:31:28,430 Hey you! You left this! 358 00:31:29,530 --> 00:31:30,670 Hey! 359 00:31:42,000 --> 00:31:45,540 If we had let her come in 360 00:31:46,500 --> 00:31:50,220 and did the surgery, she wouldn't have died. 361 00:31:57,660 --> 00:31:59,160 I'm sorry... 362 00:32:37,740 --> 00:32:39,640 The weather is nice. 363 00:32:40,750 --> 00:32:43,340 A picnic would be great. 364 00:32:45,630 --> 00:32:47,340 Do you always talk to them? 365 00:32:49,570 --> 00:32:50,580 This... 366 00:32:52,060 --> 00:32:53,900 I think it's a good thing. 367 00:32:57,680 --> 00:33:01,960 Aota-san, you saw an abortion during first day at work. 368 00:33:02,160 --> 00:33:03,680 You've continued well. 369 00:33:07,620 --> 00:33:11,100 Sensei, may I ask you something? 370 00:33:14,150 --> 00:33:17,370 Why do you perform abortion surgeries? 371 00:33:25,730 --> 00:33:28,120 I don't want to do it. 372 00:33:30,600 --> 00:33:33,020 I could refuse to do it. 373 00:33:34,320 --> 00:33:38,960 But even if I refuse to, that pregnant woman will get it done at another hospital. 374 00:33:41,540 --> 00:33:48,770 There are women who are refused from having it done and choose to commit suicide. 375 00:33:55,300 --> 00:33:59,580 That's why I try to think this way. 376 00:34:00,640 --> 00:34:07,180 An abortion is an operation that allows you to get pregnant one day when you're properly prepared. 377 00:34:08,070 --> 00:34:10,590 So it has to be treated as carefully as possible. 378 00:34:12,800 --> 00:34:16,700 I think that abortion and childbirth are similar. 379 00:34:18,480 --> 00:34:21,810 Both are done in order to live a new life. 380 00:34:44,650 --> 00:34:46,530 Someday... 381 00:34:50,030 --> 00:34:51,640 I wish... 382 00:34:54,330 --> 00:34:56,810 Okay! Wait a moment! 383 00:34:57,330 --> 00:35:00,130 What! I'm sorry. 384 00:35:02,420 --> 00:35:03,700 It's been awhile. 385 00:35:04,460 --> 00:35:06,150 - Who is it? - Honey! 386 00:35:06,540 --> 00:35:08,950 Honey, come and look! 387 00:35:09,200 --> 00:35:11,120 - Here! - Honey! 388 00:35:12,610 --> 00:35:15,150 Grandma, grandma, here. 389 00:35:15,150 --> 00:35:17,630 Come here, come here. 390 00:35:27,780 --> 00:35:34,710 Maybe, you'll come someday. 391 00:35:42,980 --> 00:35:48,590 I think that abdominal pain and bleeding will occur soon if left untreated. 392 00:35:50,270 --> 00:35:56,400 Since there's a possibility of bleeding a lot, I think you should do the surgery after all. 393 00:35:57,620 --> 00:36:00,840 Although it'll be painful, please take the surgery. 394 00:36:12,200 --> 00:36:13,950 That's fine. 395 00:36:15,290 --> 00:36:19,260 We'll also ask for your help in the future. 396 00:36:22,800 --> 00:36:27,000 I was relieved that the two of you came. 397 00:36:30,370 --> 00:36:31,970 I won't be divorcing. 398 00:36:32,950 --> 00:36:35,940 We were originally good friends. 399 00:36:39,590 --> 00:36:42,780 I thought it through. 400 00:36:43,540 --> 00:36:50,520 So... I want to have a baby. 401 00:36:52,400 --> 00:36:57,790 After all, I want to have a baby with Hitoshi. 402 00:37:00,380 --> 00:37:03,300 You want to have a child? 403 00:37:05,930 --> 00:37:08,870 I want to have a child. 404 00:37:13,400 --> 00:37:14,980 That's why I want to do my best. 405 00:37:19,170 --> 00:37:20,850 I'll help you. 406 00:37:25,150 --> 00:37:29,090 You also talk to patients like that. 407 00:37:31,620 --> 00:37:34,660 I don't Aki-san's business has anything to do with me. 408 00:37:37,230 --> 00:37:39,860 Until earlier, I thought that I was pregnant. 409 00:37:39,860 --> 00:37:40,870 Huh? 410 00:37:41,450 --> 00:37:41,960 Huh? 411 00:37:41,960 --> 00:37:42,910 Huh? Huh? 412 00:37:43,450 --> 00:37:46,360 - What's with that reaction? - Nothing... 413 00:37:50,210 --> 00:37:52,380 Would you like to eat some dorayaki? 414 00:37:52,710 --> 00:37:55,130 You're too panicked. Why do you have dorayaki? 415 00:37:55,130 --> 00:37:58,690 - No, thank you. - Sorry. 416 00:37:59,120 --> 00:38:00,760 So... 417 00:38:04,100 --> 00:38:05,830 I'm disappointed. 418 00:38:06,320 --> 00:38:08,600 I know I'm not pregnant. 419 00:38:10,680 --> 00:38:12,190 Right. 420 00:38:13,120 --> 00:38:19,120 But I think there's another reason I'm disappointed. 421 00:38:21,380 --> 00:38:25,350 I keep thinking about it. 422 00:38:26,350 --> 00:38:32,590 Is it work or am I actually pregnant? 423 00:38:36,490 --> 00:38:43,670 I can't respond promptly if someone asks me if I really want children. 424 00:38:44,860 --> 00:38:47,900 But, if someone asks if I want to continue working, 425 00:38:48,820 --> 00:38:51,900 I can say that I want to forever in just a second. 426 00:38:52,500 --> 00:38:54,480 I like my work. 427 00:38:57,560 --> 00:39:02,820 But I can't choose not to give birth. 428 00:39:04,730 --> 00:39:07,020 I even think about my husband. 429 00:39:10,640 --> 00:39:13,760 It's somehow so complicated. 430 00:39:15,680 --> 00:39:18,030 That's why I wanted to get pregnant. 431 00:39:19,840 --> 00:39:24,040 Once I become pregnant, all I have to do is prepare to give birth. 432 00:39:24,850 --> 00:39:26,740 I wouldn't have to worry anymore. 433 00:39:31,540 --> 00:39:33,350 But it's no good. 434 00:39:38,040 --> 00:39:42,790 But when Mochizuki-san has a baby, 435 00:39:42,950 --> 00:39:47,900 I think that baby will have a very thoughtful mom. 436 00:39:50,300 --> 00:39:51,470 What do you mean? 437 00:39:52,170 --> 00:39:59,210 By coming into your life, it'll solve the biggest problem you have. 438 00:40:00,320 --> 00:40:03,310 It'll be a child that's considerate towards their mother. 439 00:40:07,620 --> 00:40:09,550 It'll definitely be a good child. 440 00:40:17,320 --> 00:40:20,320 Right. 441 00:40:23,550 --> 00:40:25,240 That sounds good. 442 00:40:35,000 --> 00:40:37,480 I'll give this to you. 443 00:40:40,180 --> 00:40:41,050 Huh? 444 00:40:45,070 --> 00:40:46,360 What's wrong? 445 00:40:50,850 --> 00:40:56,700 I just attended an acquaintances' abortion. 446 00:40:59,030 --> 00:41:00,640 She told me this. 447 00:41:01,790 --> 00:41:06,580 "I'm stupid so my baby will be stupid too." 448 00:41:09,010 --> 00:41:12,820 She didn't want to give birth. 449 00:41:18,050 --> 00:41:27,340 But, no matter how said it is, I think the baby left a message. 450 00:41:31,110 --> 00:41:34,940 Even if you make a mistake towards a person. 451 00:41:43,540 --> 00:41:46,240 I see. 452 00:41:49,510 --> 00:41:53,020 If you make a mistake, it can't be helped if it's troublesome. 453 00:42:01,440 --> 00:42:03,000 Thank you. 454 00:42:04,160 --> 00:42:05,080 It's nothing. 455 00:42:08,640 --> 00:42:11,630 Aota-san is amazing too. 456 00:42:11,630 --> 00:42:12,780 Huh? 457 00:42:13,360 --> 00:42:18,640 Your view on things is amazing. 458 00:42:19,690 --> 00:42:21,580 Mononomikata? 459 00:42:23,060 --> 00:42:24,190 Mono... 460 00:42:24,400 --> 00:42:26,720 Mono? Mononomi? 461 00:42:27,280 --> 00:42:29,190 What is that? 462 00:42:29,970 --> 00:42:32,060 Why don't you know that? 463 00:42:34,030 --> 00:42:42,000 It's not easy giving birth to a baby and it's a serious thing. 464 00:42:44,950 --> 00:42:49,680 Sometimes we pass by each other and are unable to meet. 465 00:42:54,200 --> 00:43:02,740 But I hope someday that you'll come back. 466 00:43:08,950 --> 00:43:10,950 Subbed by mikilove13fs 467 00:43:10,950 --> 00:43:12,950 Get it for free at d-addicts and mikilove13fs@LJ 468 00:43:12,950 --> 00:43:14,950 Do not stream, sell, rent or buy theses subs. 469 00:43:14,950 --> 00:43:16,970 Special thanks to all uploaders for raws.